so many things happens lately. sad things mostly. i have end my final semester in college and currently waiting for my internship time. next january. well, and i'm at home now. perlis. no more in kedah. no more in alor setar. no more in mergong. no more in taman mutiara. no more go to college with my cliques there. my friends there. hangouts with them and do many things together. no more. it is not fun actually. i am bored here. no friends. no people to talk to. my parents are always busy. and i am always alone at home. my siblings aren't here and i'm trapped here! but not that bad at least i can do saving. and make preparation to the next stage of life. i almost end my diploma's life and cant wait to continue my studies in degree. of course i want and i will further my studies. i wont just stop here. well, if my brother can do that why not me.
last few days last two days to be exact, on 22 november one of my sch mate, my college mate, passed away. no longer here in this world. ahmad izzuddin azlisham or known as agon. he died due to damaged of his brain. he had been comma for a week in ccu. i am grateful that i got the chance to visit him at the hospital with huda. two days visiting him there in bahiyyah and we heard some good news and the response due to the test made by the doctor. but after all, we cant ever deny His plan. Allah Almighty. His plan is the greatest. Allah loves him more than us here. it is enough for a week he's fighting in the ward. for a week he keeps being strong. i do feel the sadness. though we not so close but i have know him since we are 13 years old. went to the same high sch and same college. he was a nice guy and always help his friends who is in need of help. i've never seen he mad. he always smile. may good place for him there, may Allah swt place him in jannah inshaAllah.
there's more to tell. there's more to express. but i need to stop here. and if God wills, i will keep update from time to time.
