this makes me look so pathetic if i am still writing about him. ya. pathetic; myself. but whatever it is, nobody is gonna judge me here anyway. i hope. the past few weeks, i have been passing through in front of his house, the first time ever i know where is his exact house. but decided to pass through it anyway. for the first time, i feel stuck. cant really focus to what my friends say after i lalu in front of the house. and then, yah, it feels normal back. i know, nothing could change. we will still remain like this. and never ever going back to how we used to be. because that was so toxic to him. but i am truly, honestly and completely happy for him now. he is so much better, i know. good for him.