7 november 2018, i havent write for a long time. a bit busy with my life. i am currently working at one cafe here not really near my house. 15 minutes to got there. and just one day off per week. working there, far from what i was expecting. a bit regret but i think it is right, everything happens for reason. i met new friends and become close to some of them. and right now, i just got back from meeting them. we all went out and have lunch together. and few times, we all will share our thoughts about certain things. i once asked them about family matter. it is such a sensitive topic but each of them were giving a good response as what i hope to get. each of them were telling and share how they feel towards their family. not so details but i feel them. and i can relate to those. i am glad and feel pity at the same time when listen to their cases. i am glad that i'm not alone even though we face the different issue. and i feel pity to them that they have to go through that rough moment in their life. just like me. at least we know, that we are not alone. we will go through this painful and rough path until we got there.
