exposing myself to the virtual world

i start myself with social media; myspace, facebook, blog, twitter and instagram since i was 13 years old. especially facebook and myspace. i know about them since before that age but never try or had one because nobody at home taught me how. since i am the last child in this family and the youngest one. so when i enter high school and met some of people that i call friends (until now) (close friends to be exact) they taught me on how to use social media. creating an email and so on. since there was IT class back then, so it become a necessity for me to have an email. through those days back then, be in social media life was heck, fun, free and enjoyable! i can say that we (people on social media) didnt have to be insecure about other people's life like how we use to now. all we want to do was just make new friends, share our thoughts about anything but still in control, seeing each other life without no hatred. 

but look at now how social media become a dirty platform for some people (or trash). spreading negative vibes without thinking other people feeling. such a jerk. 

writing this based on my experiences and i am still facing these things. 

but anyway, i am glad, i am still can think rationally and ignore those bad/hate comments. even though, there is certain time i was very at my lowest point because of it. but no worries, it is normal when you enter this virtual world, you expose yourself, you put yourself in a place where people are free to throw all kind the jugdement, critics, comments or even support like nice and good words. because you know, we are also not always do the right thing. so if there's supportive comments for us or they wanna correct our wrongdoings, take it with open heart. 

i know nobody will read my blog, but you know, writing like this is like an escapism for me other than reading books. and hoping by writing, it could help improve my english. since ill be taking next paper for muet examination this saturday, 21 july. omg just by thinking of it makes my head spinning. so nervous. and actually i was suppose to write about something else, but end up with this kind of topic. never mind. will try to post another entry later. 

i start blogging since i was 14. but never keep constant. i always procrastinate and neglecting almost everything in my life. please. keep. constant. doing. this. blog. 

maybe blogging is not relevant anymore to most people. and maybe some people will say, it is lame, noob and so oldschool. but it is not, for me.