i had a worst && terrible dream last night. i was awake for few times and afraid to go back to sleep. i was wondering inside my house in dark, went to my parents room to check on them. luckily they did not close the door so i can see them from outside of the room. i dont know what is wrong with me last night. i was so anxious, my heart was so pounding. i was so scare. i overthink out of sudden. about everything including things that i should not. even by remembering what has happened last night makes me want to cry. shit this is not good. and why the hell i always wanted to cry out of sudden everyday and feel scare. i cant sit still. something is wrong with me. i need this to stop. please. i am tired pretending i was ok, i am not.
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