finally ive got accepted to further my studies in one of university here. still in business but major in marketing. i dont know how and what to react or feel towards the news actually. i was in car with my bestfriend and on our way to have picnic together we both before she goin back to kl when i received the result. im going. for sure and of course. this is what i want and hoping for after all this while. i hope everything will be alright. theres so much running on my mind. about me continuing my studies. about my parents, my family. and ya, about my anxiety. it still come attacking me sometimes. i am afraid.
theres so much to do also before i goin there. a lot of things to settle and i think i run out of time. and, another thing i worried about is i still cant get rid of this addiction. i dont know what to do. i cant be alone. but im always home alone. and locked myself in my room. i hope to get away from those bad things. i am moving to a new episode of my life. new surrounding and challenges. i hope i will be okay. hope.
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