few days to november. i am currently in midterm break. away from all the hectic situation. just for a while. i dont know why this semester seems like stressing me out. it is just second semester but i feel so out of control. i choose to keep busy this semester. i choose this way. i got distract by lots of things tbh. i should not let myself controlled by that. i know. letting a person into my life and getting close to them can distract my purpose there. i need to set the boundaries. dont let it down. i got a week to recharge myself. to see this again, in a different view. i missed a lot of time, a lot of things. i keep procrastinate when doing something especially the things that i like. or enjoy doing. how to keep consistent in doing something? God, i am still looking for that answer.
last month i joined something that i've been wanting to be a part of it. i joined a theatre team. take part into one competition. and unbelieveable we won first place. it was a very great experiences and wonderful memories. i have been wanting to join in theatre since i was in school and finally now, i got in, when i am in degree life. it is funny though, when i think about it. back then when i was applying for university after school i really wanted to further in theatre studies. but of course i cannot pursue in that course because i think about my family, they absolutely wont let me take the course if i got in. but thanks to Him, i got the chance to gain this experience. my passion towards this stuff is growing and i hope i would do it for real, i would do it to the fullest of my heart. inshaallah.
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